Got no time to think about what they did to me I have lost my former self and still I'm changing
Rain, come down on me - nightfall, won't you just set me free? Rain, come down on me - rain on me
Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows
Banish me to feel safe in your prison of gold and morality Cursing my birth as an aberration a sick child of subhuman breed
Life, it ends tonight - breaking the chains of eternity Life, it ends tonight - set me free
What should I know? What should I do to get rid of you? Your life to me equals nothing
Nightfall, come down on me - rain, won't you just set me free? Nightfall, come down on me - rain on me
Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows
Take me back to where my soul still means a thing I don't need your world of lies, just want release
Memories are just fading ghosts telling the story of someone else I never had a past, the present is a lie and now I know my future is dead
Life, it ends tonight - breaking the chains of eternity Life, it ends tonight - set me free
Rain, come down on me - nightfall, won't you just set me free? Rain, come down on me Rain on me
Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows Just accept the sorrow, fade away, look around for turning points, let me go Bringing back tomorrow, led astray 'cause you're the only one who knows
2. Structural Wound
Wanna push it to the top wanna see how damn downward you can go This is where it all begins could as well be my last time for real
Never wanted to know, never wanted to see better open your eyes 'cause I'm breaking free Yeah, I'm breaking free
All your sorrow looks so hollow no, I don't need your words of advice anymore You're cheating, you're deceiving put the blame on me for things I don't even know
Fade away feeling almost dead inside - just tear it apart Fade away fallin' off a shoreless lie - this time the wound is structural
I know how you feel know it too well the same old look, you ain't changed yet But trust my words you ain't seen nothing at all wanna drag you down
Where you brought me wanna quench your thirst with the worst disease Yeah, I'm your disease
All your sorrow looks so hollow no, I don't need your words of advice anymore You're cheating, you're deceiving put the blame on me for things I don't even know
(Now I'm awake)
There ain't a reason to justify your denial and now I see things how they are Fed up with treasons, my life from yours I divide for all my dreams are torn apart
One day we'll meet again farewell, why pretend? See you at the bitter end don't need this curse anymore
Fade away feeling almost dead inside - just tear it apart Fade away fallin' off a shoreless lie - this time the wound is structural
3. Perdition Haze
Tearing down the walls I have painted with blood flowing down for eternity Sliding on the surface of your luscious soul I'm selling dreams for nothing
You're welcome to my private freakshow
Split the soul, crash & burn and back to the wall I don't need a reason Give you all despicables a brand new god I'm going down in a treason
I'm calling you name in the darkness waiting and you're so near It's too scary inside I can feel your pain it's frustrating I feel your breath on me
Crystallize all the emotions burning upon the stake of my memories All I ever wanted all I needed is so fuckin' lost
I'm calling you name in the darkness waiting and you're so near It's too scary inside I can feel your pain it's frustrating I feel your breath on me I feel your breath on me
And slowly blood is flowing off me I'm dying only to revive
In this perdition haze I have lost my soul In this perdition haze you're not alone
Going nowhere still there's nowhere to run in this hell I'm raising Keeping my soul clear from the monsters that breathe beyond the dark I'm feeding
Split the soul, crash & burn and back to the wall I don't need a reason Give you all despicables a brand new god I'm going down in a treason
I'm calling you name in the darkness waiting and you're so near It's too scary inside I can feel your pain it's frustrating I feel your breath on me
4. Building An Empire Of Dust
Right on, ram it down the things you fail to see are standing still Before your eyes in vivid colours draining your soul until you die
And nothing's true but the source of your anger Release the pain that keeps dragging you down
A place called destiny a warm embrace of fiery ice In each deception a part of me that slowly dies
Right on - to feel the flames, I need to burn inside Downfall - oblivion still lives in me
I've seen all that matters before, I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss You may think that you know me or I even care about you and pretend to love
For you ain't nothing, nothing but a victim Stonecold remnant in the dark towards the enemy Still craving for a reason why recklessly searching for an excuse to justify
Right on - to feel the flames, I need to burn inside Downfall - oblivion still lives in me
I've seen all that matters before, I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss You may think that you know me or I even care about you and pretend to love
From the endless night of my breathless sleep I will return to drag you down with me
Alone you stand beyond reality a vision made of sand Unclear remembrance or mental insanity?
Down we're slipping down across the burning ruins of a world that's gone to pieces I don't want to pay the price of your misleading
Right on - to feel the flames, I need to burn inside Downfall - oblivion still lives in me
I've seen all that matters before, I dwell inside your fears and cast the spell of loss You may think that you know me or I even care about you and pretend to love
5. Stepchild Of Laceration
There are so many things that still escape from your numb and drug-infested brain So stuck in the mud you call a life sedated, self-castrated Your existence is such a waste of time just make an effort and check your pride I know the surface may look fine, but deep inside you're nothing but shit
Come alive and make my vision clear for all to see Look inside and slash your way out of this misery Lacerate my soul as I
Revive - inside I have no feelings I ain't a thing you can control Surrender to a stepchild of laceration Rise - a life without a meaning starting to lose control Surrender to the stepchild of laceration (stepchild of laceration)
I feel so comfortable in my guilt 'cause things ain't that bad when you sin At least I have a soul to sell deranged and quite obscene Oh god, don't praise me like a whore keep your mouth shut and walk out that door The human abstract at its peak I just removed the skin and saw the freak within
Come alive and make my vision clear for all to see Look inside and slash your way out of this misery Lacerate my soul as I
Revive - inside I have no feelings I ain't a thing you can control Surrender to a stepchild of laceration Rise - a life without a meaning starting to lose control Surrender to the stepchild of laceration
Laceration crawling inside my skin 'til I bleed Lost in perdition why don't you pray for me anymore
(Why don't you pray for me?)
I feel so cold laceration child I feel so lost in perdition starting to revive
Inside I have no feelings I ain't a thing you can control Surrender to a stepchild of laceration Rise - a life without a meaning starting to lose control Surrender to the stepchild of laceration (stepchild of laceration)
6. The Isolation Game
Fragile bridges burn towers built among the ruins turn to dust as I stare waiting Hatred fills my lungs sets my soul on fire lick the wounds and recover for more (for more)
I won't wait for your judgment to come For you have lost your power And I won't let you dispose of my life
Striking down the walls you have built around my vision still undone yet barely breathing Anger feeds my heart raging from the inside chances lost can tear you apart
I won't wait for your judgment to come For you have lost your power And I won't let you dispose of my life no more
Bastard - despite your greed you have failed to steal my dreams Facelifter - defied your days are coming your final days are coming
Falling, falling deep in the coldest denial I won't be waiting here no more Calling, calling deep in the core of the night this endless road
I won't wait for your judgment to come For you have lost your power And I won't let you dispose of my life no more
The isolation game The isolation, the isolation game
7. Blacklight Rush
Like a layer of skin gently removed Like a needle of sin injected through As I take you down to planet doom Bloodred like the smile I will paint on your face
There is no unity there is no honesty and I will never be the one that you want me to be We're not a family and I'm the monster that you fear (I'm the monster that you fear)
Steal a vacant sun no shining through Fill the empty soul within your womb Take away them all and straight to you Bloodred like the smile I will paint on you face
There is no unity there is no honesty and I will never be the one that you want me to be We're not a family and I'm the monster that you fear (I'm the monster that you fear)
Blacklight - I'm sworn to thee by the moonshine to be free for eternity Blacklight - a sacrifice in the cold light to be free from eternal sleep
Batting you down like a rag doll mutilated bruised and maimed Beating the shit out of your fuckin' skull torn apart like a pig
There is no unity there is no honesty and I will never be the one that you want me to be We're not a family and I'm the monster that you fear (I'm the monster that you fear)
Blacklight - I'm sworn to thee by the moonshine to be free for eternity Blacklight - a sacrifice in the cold light to be free from eternal sleep
Blacklight rush, won't you set me free?
8. Glimmer
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9. Ties That Bind
Crush you all - no holding barrels, the playground's scattered but still I stand my ground Ain't your choice - You tried at last and went down quite fast, another despicable frown Now you're begging for another way, craving for another way I'll drag you to the only way that I know Deep down to the filth of your soul where we can both wallow in guilt like pigs in puke
Famine, failing to discover your fate - rapture, raping all your senses again Hatred, can't you find a reason to stay - rebellion, deception is my game Lustmord
I am, internally conceived by - fire, promises and dreams are Dying, a step beyond perdition - going down all the ways with you I am, eternally deceived by - fire, memories and fears are Dying, a step towards extinction - going down with everything you are
Take your turn - I've dwelt in shadows, forcefed by razors, since the day I was born Fuck you all - sleepwalking maggots, addicted morons, facelifters bastards pawns Keep going down the other way, straight to a brighter day The day I'll fucking see your idols fall And as long as there's hate in my heart I'll be crushing you down and never give up
Famine, failing to discover your fate - rapture, raping all your senses again Hatred, can't you find a reason to stay - rebellion, deception is my game Lustmord
I am, internally conceived by - fire, promises and dreams are Dying, a step beyond perdition - going down all the ways with you I am, eternally deceived by - fire, memories and fears are Dying, a step towards extinction - going down with everything you are
Fears may last forever living in a lie Dreams can bring an answer in desperate times
I am, internally conceived by - fire, promises and dreams are Dying, a step beyond perdition - going down all the ways with you I am, eternally deceived by - fire, memories and fears are Dying, a step towards extinction - going down with everything you are
10. Losing Ground
The last reality check has been a failure I guess you've noticed A monochromatic play of the things that I hate is just running through
If you could look in the book of my life would you still stand by my side? If you could feel this disorder then would you save me? I don't think so
I'm standing on a frozen shore devoid of faces longtime lost Forever behind as you're strolling by sinking deep down I am losing ground
Against and beyond and the cycle will turn and I don't wanna hear you no more Rejection and blame in a sedative state accomplish my funeral
If you could look in the book of my life would you still stand by my side? If you could feel this disorder then would you save me? I don't think so
I'm standing on a frozen shore devoid of faces longtime lost Forever behind as you're strolling by sinking deep down I am losing ground I'm standing on a frozen shore devoid of faces longtime lost Forever behind as you're strolling by sinking deep down I am losing ground
Prey - you ain't nothing but a Prey - crawling and screaming out Prey - almost amusing Prey - beyond your worthlessness
If you could look in the book of my life would you still stand by my side? If you could feel this disorder then would you save me? I don't think so
I'm standing on a frozen shore devoid of faces longtime lost Forever behind as you're strolling by sinking deep down I am losing ground I'm standing on a frozen shore devoid of faces longtime lost Forever behind as you're strolling by sinking deep down I am losing ground
11. Same Old Nails For A New Messiah
Fed up with bullshit mind castrating lies the more you preach and the less I wanna hear 'cause you're one of a kind, how can you relate with yourself Sleep well with the sickness that you are Yeah, it's you driving me mad so take your life miles away from mine (Miles away from mine, now come on)
Weak and frustrated you all look like A swarming mass of pathetic sick pigs wallowing in lies Still repressing your instincts 'til the day you will finally collapse I don't care, but don't try to fool me for I know the sick bastards that you are
We don't need no saviour on a cross no more I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids We ain't craving for a second coming at all I will not uniform I'd rather slash my throat
I see right through your shell deep down where demons dwell Despite your lack of sin you look like shit within There ain't no saviour that can save you from yourself No matter what you'll never be free from the beast within Ages flow lies perpetuate breeding on and on And the worst part of all this bullshit has yet to come
We don't need no saviour on a cross no more I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids We ain't craving for a second coming at all I will not uniform I'd rather slash my throat
The ravage of war dwells inside the hearts of men Faith ain't but an excuse to justify the need to kill Destiny, falling off the pieces - Terminal, the state of your disease Same old nails for a new messiah
We don't need no saviour on a cross no more I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids We ain't craving for a second coming at all I will not uniform I'd rather slash my throat We don't need no saviour on a cross no more I can see what religion brings when preachers sleep with kids We ain't craving for a second coming at all I will not uniform I'd rather slash my throat
12. Digging The Grave Of Silence
Digging a grave out of the lies you've been feeding me so far Pushing your face right in the dirt 'cause you're nothing but a worm
How does it feel to be force-fed by your own shit? How does it feel to be the first in line without a single spark of dignity? This is for all the times you tried to silence what I said call it nothing but vengeance
I am not your pawn and I am not like you
There's a few things that I wanna remind you Making sure you won't forget what I'm about to do Knowing too well that you'll never ever change I'm gonna silence your big mouth 'til the end of days
Let me tell you what is done to me I wouldn't care 'cause it'll never set me free Last call, no matter what you can't destroy me I will stick to what I've always believed not a person who would lie and deceive Stand tall, your infected words can never beat me
You lack the brains or the guts to practice what you preach You try to run but you're not even worth to crawl at my feet
I am not your pawn and I am not like you
Let me tell you what is done to me I wouldn't care 'cause it'll never set me free Last call, no matter what you can't destroy me I will stick to what I've always believed not a person who would lie and deceive Stand tall, your infected words can never beat me
There's a few things that I wanna remind you Making sure you won't forget what I'm about to do Knowing too well that you'll never ever change I'm gonna silence your big mouth 'til the end of days
Let me tell you what is done to me I wouldn't care 'cause it'll never set me free Last call, no matter what you can't destroy me I will stick to what I've always believed not a person who would lie and deceive Stand tall, your infected words can never beat me
