set against these hardest hours anger paled, for in this fear the theft of privacy we all see it break sometimes, see it tear us apart that which left behind screams out loud this night so much is asked in silence expect not and you'll find thousand miles from the nearest truth rotating, entangled - I continue not to heal
another no-night waits its turn so I call upon my freecard to postpone
if time was one with many faces which one would call to me? where all our paths in one now end that with the power to gather the mislead now will lead them all astray so push it ever further to unsuspecting dark build that second layer for the hours to take fast
a rest from the giving like a heart between beats greater than the need for community the need for the right solitude come to know
that an outrage is inevitable through many try an escape is unsuccessful in the midst of a nerve-night the victim of soulkill true self is mere torture death rides these nerves
the tone of which his birth ascend the beat that of a heart descend repeating in the infinite an insight made it clear order stormed the surface where chaos set the norm had there always been balance? ...surely not therein lies the beauty
it was solid yet everchanging it was different yet the same so I starve myself for energy
the song around his soul will bend the notes that in this hole will melt crawl out of science a dreamland if you dear disorder clawed the boundaries
we're ordered to stand clear was it always different ...never the same? therein lies the beauty
as there were no witnesses there was nothing to be told as nothing could be grasped the story could unfold superimposed on the elemtens of anger / fear / anxiety / hate / despair / remorse
so break from all that fear hold fast exposed now turn to all you lack let echoes be the answers return from all the screams wordless now the last attack so silent it hurts to listen was it always solid ...to never change? therein lies the beauty
3. Undo Control
there were words of lust in these arms of the stranger and there in silence though were words of no milder so in thinking of that madness that ravage the thoughts in the loneliest of hours
I resist without control
the demand I get from excellence the void I felt from answering not only an addition it generated need in these endless nights of freezing my weight on the other side
I resist without control feel the thorns of uncontrol
claws that set in sleeps December let loose on the verge talked to me as strangers once did the tone was set for winter
sweet uncontrol beyond proportion into the night so strike me deeper
I resist without control feel the thorns of uncontrol
the death that craved no life now ended in return drifting uncontrolably within the night
4. Auctioned
outsmart the fever and take us farther from the killing life in capsules a life that can't belong
so if I wake up dead to the world with the helm at my command the reaching out of this faced tomorrow in the 11: th hour beckoned closer now as nightfall sends it's grace cue to enter the insatiable ideal slam it shut but the portal pounding lingers what is it; is time undone cannot falter in the security of labour was I supposed to believe?
where did I sign did I miss the auction where my life went under the club?
went the half mile wondered when the resolution would come life became too solid diluted by the essence of denial caught in fire's eye the self and filter that is I my lip was venom words formed in my mouth hid beneath the tongue never to be seen
5. To A Bitter Halt
faintly arisen / tenderly torn dreamlike decision, unconsciously born
firm in conviction yet tempt me they can deny me of trust and a demon I hide
a drive to be less than the fortunate a dream in the casket of eden crave that which you do not desire cling tightly to your deepest fear
I rose the greatest monument again and again I bear the greatest treasure of time and a word
treson spilt on the loneliest of graves desperation dealt the losing hand again wherein lie the purpose of the day? Is there return in sadness?
does your ceiling differ much from mine where we see each other here in this light is that pillow more than a frame that holds the chaos fast? now his hand a fist gain control
silence fell and eyes now widened filling up the strength collapsing capable of the ending froze in the tracks brought to a bitter halt
on the floor it seems the steps are showing left a print just like it did in me what has been and what will be never care 'cause I was in between as I said with on afoot in loneliness you hide here in me
6. The Sun Fired Blanks
upon our evening when the sun fired blanks there rode the sickness out of our sight carried torches burned out long before it's time among these ruins where our love to be found
ambition falters when no better is to be known cling to the unfounded pride
death to our belonging and our ministy of two set the higher standard and to a greater fall descend
slaves to one another and to others be it not soothing be temptation force the conscience to a halt
caused a high vibration a tender light to be part of you the two-way escape
7. Nether Novas
what late forgotten nights to emptiness has given and now November morning will be taken asunder the shovel stained with dirt in the hours of belonging dug into the undiscovered of a life, a pest, a plague
falling back into the arms - no never admitting to a life alone - no claiming there are sparks inside - no outside looking back - no so the lie never stopped
cling to the wave it cried and onward to the night expecting not and nothing in the presence of a lie the deeper that it dug the more now had to go surrender was a fact and the room was decorated - the lie never stopped what late forgotten nights to emptiness has given
the strangers may they come in ignorance's disguise so into the dark walking to leave the last of times kneedeep in desperation to fill the gap behind
boldly thread the night forever November thought are right - oh never taken from the fall - no
frightened by the key but the trail behind the house felt compelling and new - the lie never stopped found at loss for words, now words aren't enough
someone told, a vacancy was open someone laughed, the silence here was broken dug up to make room the room which you furnaced and graced there is no vacancy the least can fill the fountain the most will flood the mold
8. Day To End
waiting for the day to end as silence came too late I turn my eyes inside close the lids deny the world to enter
'cause I'm turning the desires down again rose the monstrous of hours in between I taint the thought the trauma born inside all the thoughts that you defined tread the light again take the pain away it feels as though time as tears never seem to end
'cause I'm turning the desires down again rose the monstrous of hours in between I taint the thought the trauma born inside oh, inside oh, inside oh, inside
as I hold you in I try to make sure these treasures that I hide these treasures that I hide
'cause I'm turning the desires down again rose the monstrous of hours in between I taint the thought the trauma born inside
'cause I'm turning the desires down again rose the monstrous of hours in between I taint the thought the trauma born inside
9. Dobermann
where were the eyes that followed how could they've found? these misery's merchants struck the message deep "we have come to stay"
dogs fled there in the dark of his path feared him as once they all did
like a ghost in daylight on an overcrowded street he wishes to be something he is not
lie a shadow at midnight that originate in air he wishes to release
deep in the back it had caught him the anchor they threw at his life oh these misery's merchants dragged through life as a burden
rushed off to his cage of glass to open the single window a means of escape, out in the open there are still holes in these walls puking information into the unwanting probing the last hope of defence so he plugged up the holes shut the outside window in doing that, madness payed a visit
...and then suddenly in mid-thought escape was a factor and as from inside pushing out were words through fingers came uncovering revealing the truth of him there in the dark...
skin began to crawl as they neared him is all pleasure release? oh these misery's merchants saw the message clear "it is time to pay"
like a ghost in daylight on an overcrowded street
10. On Your Time
neither here nor there in our unity of twine solitary sanity, traded in for life
once we crawled into the artificial night all was left and I arrived on your time
there in the collision wish answers could arrive was I kept up for this? did the physical emotion break the fall of sleep?
I'd never thought of things that you would say could never tell if what you said were lies
it's in here eating it's down there drinking be with me, not against me bear with it, love against me
I've never known if there was enough time could never tell if it was done just right
an icicle thrust to soothe the disorder between the eyes where the well is the deepest
and so unease carried words that spoke of no matter was I held here for this? did the path of devotion stay from what you felt?
I've never seen things here in this light could never tell it your touch was deeper than skin
once I thought that what no time can heal is here in me - but time proved me wrong deeper still toward an outward pride no more lies - I'm here on your time
11. Exposure
[bonus track]
Rise I say, yes, rise above!! Cause evil is as evil does What evil does to me Down you go to lands below Cause evil is as evil does What evil does to me
They who reign in sand Take this brightest strike In their so-called castles Now with walls of glass I can see, I can see, I can see All your deeds, all your needs On your knees So I'll crack your feeble shell
Can you even see The works of what you fear? Cause evil is as evil does What evil does to me Further inside 'Til all you have is mine Evil is as evil does What evil's done to me
Dreams he said, dreams he wore Dreams he wore, dreams he wore Hope he said, hope he wore Evil he said and evil he wore
I'll strip you down I'll tear you down I'll plunder up and down I'll break the lock till nails come off You're under they all lie Rise above the light Rise above afar Rise above your fears And tread on what you know
Blind to your eyes Blind to your mind Cause evil is what evil does What evil does to me Taste and you'll see the fruit you took is foul Evil is what evil does What evil does to me
You who turn to others With everything you lack A face that bears not seeing Then I'll turn my back I can see, I can see, I can see All your deeds, all your needs On your knees So I'll crack your fuckin' shell
