The sunlight reflects in your eyes Your tears ceased to flow You're back in balance The fallacies leave you alone And your nightmares are replaced by reality
You're floating away Right up and over the barriers and borders Boundless and free is your mind It took ages for you to feel this way again
Light your stars You could stand the fascination And you're falling weightlessly To close your diary Light your stars You could understand relations And you're falling weightlessly Until the diary is done
You're leaving the fear far behind And you're trying to battle with great temptation Like maggots, it's eating at you Do you pray at night, you're strong enough to resist?
You're tossing in bed And all you perceive is a blurred world in strange lies Tearing the visions all down Defeated your so lost in tranquillity
2. No More Doubts
In the beginning it was just a glimpse Far too fleeting to care about But I can still remember the initial traces of your change
Then you became so adaptable No deviation from your ways Like the world in your eyes is just spinning inside of you There's only you and you and you . . .
There are no more doubts in you It's a repression of your past Sometimes it shows you're insecure I still can read between the lines There are no more doubts in you Have you forgot to dream at last Sometimes it shows you're insecure You died inside
When I'm thinking of days gone by You were so curious about the world You never needed reasons to simply fly off-hand
Being the epitome of ignorance Does it really suit your plan? Where's the contempt that you would actually show yourself
3. United And Lost
We're walking along the infinite path While we are shaking from the fear inside It's rising gently and thin But we sense nothing, we don't feel a thing
If I know what you would say next What I could tell you - you know too So we stopped talking, Now we're holding back silent screams
And if we fall consistently You are always a part of me And as we crawl into uncertainty We were always united and lost
The words that tried to bring us back Are still rebounding, you just look away Positions are shifting from day to day
We are still walking along that infinite path But we go forward, not side by side And we're not listening to the silent screams anymore
4. Falling Breath
I never thought this day would come I did not know all hope was gone Shattered in a lost eternity I never wished to drift away How could I feel at home again With all the things you said, upon my mind
There is so much left to say to you Unspoken words won't change the truth I doubt that words change anything at all What if we could turn time back again Would we do it all the same? And until now the bitter chill remains
The failing breath is familiarity I think I see your smile vanish afar The failing breath is my fragility The pieces left behind is all we are
Your heartbeat is too far away There's no place where I can stay Picture of a dream I can't deny All at once I hear your voice Another scene and still you cry I would have given all to share your pain
But now you run and you will hide again The lonely days may never end I'll try to find the courage from day to day Your fears are always close to me In time I'll catch my failing breathe, But the air around me will belong to you
5. No Tears
At a second glance You thought you recognised despair For a fraction of a second You were searching for a reason You pretended cheerfully, But instead you tried to hide away When everybody's laughter Seems to rip you all apart
And your life carries on the same And your life will be the same
Going back again to see Stages from the recent past But everywhere you turn There is no chance to continue Nothing really holds you back >From stepping through that yesterday For every new beginning There will be some other end
And when you cry there are no tears left for liberation You don't listen to your own explanations There are no rules you left behind from your desperation There's no need to fear the way, that you've led
You'll run again, Faster than you've ever been You don't feel the cold, It's never been like this before Determination in your eyes, Now you don't know the reasons why You can't say goodbye But you never really said hello
6. In Your Room
In your room Where time stands still Or moves at your will Will you let the morning come soon Or will you leave me lying here In your favourite darkness Your favourite half-light Your favourite consciousness Your favourite slave
In your room Where souls disappear Only you exist here Will you lead me to your armchair Or leave me lying here Your favourite innocence Your favourite prize Your favourite smile Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words living on your breath feeling with your skin Will I always be here
In your room Your burning eyes Cause flames to arise Will you let the fire die down soon Or will I always be here Your favourite passion Your favourite game Your favourite mirror Your favourite slave
I'm hanging on your words living on your breath feeling with your skin Will I always be here
7. Schreit Dein Herz
Wieder stehst Du hier So reglos, jeden Tag Und nichts geschieht um Dich herum Alles schweigt um Dich herum
Der Regen stцrt Dich nicht Dein Blick bleibt stumm und leer Und Du suchst nach der Erinnerung Doch was bringt Dir die Erinnerung
Der Krieg in Deinem Kopf Erreicht Dich lдngst nicht mehr Denn Du weiЯt, wer hier Verlierer ist Wieder mal Verlierer ist
Unverдndert stehst Du hier Seit viel zu langer Zeit Und die Erde dreht sich ohne Dich Die Welt bewegt sich ohne Dich
Schreit Dein Herz Konntest Du es je verstehen Hast Du Dich gesehen Schreit Dein Herz Kannst Du nicht mehr weitergehen Hast Du Dich gesehen
8. Be My Rain
When you fell into my arms Appearing so frail, if you ever were And you told me a thousand things I've never dreamt about When your eyes fell grey Could it be I made them shine for awhile? Now you're gone, as if you ever meant to stay
Be my rain Be my rain To wash the pain and the truth away Be my rain Be my rain Embrace my world, everlasting
We were talking through the night No one could say a word Of what had passed or should be said As if time stood silent, The dawn never came And the skies are empty Since we stopped
Far away, We cannot share the love within us You're far away, And rising up to start again
9. For A Moment
Dimensions are shifting Burning holes in my direction The habit of lightness disintegrates Reconciliation fails, I'm passing by within a whisper Everything appears a false delight But in vain, I turn away
For a moment we paused without a reason Could there be another way? In free fall, but rising to the ceiling Now there's nothing left to feel
Obsession is hypnotising It's so hard to look away It's still unclear, if you are genuine The door is locked and bolted Somehow, you keep on reminding As tensions ease, I'm finding no relief
10. Stop Pretending
An unbelievable distance That you can't overcome You thought you could bear to the end Everything that was precious You had lost at once You thought you could keep it all your days
The day has come to stop pretending So tempting that you can't resist The fantasies are never ending You're escaping for a little bliss
Lost the ambition, To straighten out your life again All that you want is to sleep You've never been superstitious, But you can't go through this again Trying to find deliverance
You fall And another intention opens-up You fall And your heart has let go its secrets You fall For the first time your feet touch the ground again You fall, you fall
11. Wonderland
I thought it was a usual morning Just like every day before I looked into the sky But something there was strange Nobody in the streets The day was bright, There was no sun at all Black ashes in the air Riding on the wind
With rubble on the ground I caught the scent of burning With no flames glowing anywhere I felt the cold instead And it seems that my worst nightmare Suddenly became reality But this has gone beyond, Far beyond imagination
I'm living next to the edge Under radiating skies Living close to the end Of wonderland
Maybe you simply wanted too much Might be you simply went too far The excuses will not change What no one's there to hear You're probably insatiable You never cared for anything What doesn't belong to you, Is beneath your dignity
Your speeches are a flood of lies You never even realised The contradictions, Are they all the same to you? You're doing fine, You think you'd like to be The master of every thought So you're playing like a God, But who created you?
12. Trauma World
The unavoidable desire to take you home Like suffocating all my clearest thoughts It seems like yesterday when we lay here side by side But it's countless nights ago that it passed away
In a trauma world Discovering all the depths in which we stand In a trauma world Fighting our achievements every day In a trauma world The truth is so surreal and incomplete In a trauma world Sifting through the memories in our heads
When I held a fragile hand that sorry day Not feeling cold inside, uncompromising As if romancing all night long in our imaginations, Then one second changed our lives eternally
Understand me if I take you into my arms Please forgive me if I am searching for your heart Do you hear me when I'm crying every night? I must start again
13. Wenn Du Gehst
Deine Blicke wandern ziellos im Raum umher Du liegst schon lange hier Und atmen fдllt so schwer Fьr einen Augenblick fдllt Licht auf Dein Gesicht Doch die Wolken sind zu schnell fьr Dich
Wenn Du gehst Kehrst Du nie zurьck Aus Deiner Welt Unfassbar schцn
Wenn Du gehst Bleibt ein Teil zurьck Und nie erlischt Dein Stern fьr mich
Und die Erinnerung an lдngst vergangene Zeit Zerklьftet unser Hirn und unsere Ewigkeit Der Kampf ist lange schon verloren, die Zeit steht still Von Dunkelheit bist Du erfьllt