Like wept mother, so wept son entered the world not welcomed tears shed in pain never dry all my days I behold her cry
"Nothing you say worth hearing All that you do brings me back to you The absence of love I'm sensing Is it me is it you makes me bitter makes me hate And I hate AND I HATE!!!"
Sucked not love but bitterness in her arms out of her breast As the black world fell apart fear built house in an unborn heart Wise is the one who dares to hear Demons howling in his head At the gate my allies come Strike dead the evil ones
In wilderness... Wolves howl me my lullaby Crow shrieks a fairy tale Owl speaks wise thoughts in my head, in my sleep... "dream my earthly child dream the eagle and the serpent will guard your sleep"
Out of the house across the yard To the garden where memories are cast seek beloved the dearest one I see the gate I no longer run Now drum is broken and hell is loose In a tree of wisdom they put a noose Chaos I Breath it's my last sigh I'll hang this child into tree of life
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
2. Immaculate
Love built this passion Wrath wrought it strong Know your place, noble one Go harvest Babylon
Can't hold down this cardinal pain cannot bear this searing flame Hate myself raging mad fear myself as my day turns black
"Can you imagine how it feels when I come to you Can you imagine how it feels when I'm unleashed, when I'm pure"
it's the spirit of necrofilian age to praise lifeless to praise decay broke my rapture took away the pain turned to lifeless, wicked, lame
"Can you imagine how it feels when I come to you Can you imagine how it feels when I'm unleashed, when I'm pure"
So pure...
Rejoice you men!!! The Bitch is in heat, again!!!
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
3. Daybreak
O'youth seek not others for you're seeking hell waste not young life in vain Sight of flesh so tender only brings heartache and pain It's all mirage in desert of vanity "O'youth seek not others but yourself - Seek well! Only silence may reveal true warriors heart"
Seek not - be one to be sought for whatever is brought to you - you take "Never thank for pleasures not asked for" In solitude the strong shall flourish In bloom is loner's heart Envy not others - it's their part O'youth take my word true wisdom is voice of tranquil heart Those restless in youth are never truly born
Sitting still in circle of time watching days to break, moons to rise Alive - still yet to be born With my Ally I'll return -Newborn! "Dream my earthly child dream The eagle and the serpent will guard your sleep"
Riding with the drum flying on the whirling wind on the crest of clouds the worlds where I'm the Dweller all rest on my palm!!!
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
4. When Truth Turns It's Head
World has melted into flow of thoughts Secret hopes are hidden inside my maelstrom Pale face in the depths of reality For ever and ever, Life's a stroll in minor key Sympathy of cosmic powers Rest in the arms of sky Self-sacrificing volition Lost into chasm of lies Burned into collective trance Flagrant embrance of timeless dance Burned into collective trance Flagrant embrance of forgotten land
In the rapture of night The wind is blowing thru' the head Looks blindly lashing Deadly shapes take their final step Rapacious dawn Sends night into damnation To face itself, to born to die To feel its spirit, to discern a world When truth turns its head Karma retires into its face When truth turns its head Silence is only what you can say When truth turns its head End of civilisation When truth turns its head It's time for a new breath
[Lyrics by Pasi Aijo]
5. Wanderer
In craving for the second sight I possess the privilege of pain perpetual motion of perpetual unrest never ending search for the innermost ring
realms where you're a dweller are sacredness beyond belief ecstasy of purifying flame once mortal flesh now divine
"worship me you loathsome ones untouchable is the unholy one wolflike vigour of bearsome mind ecstasy beyond your serpent tongues"
Blind men of saturated age praise tradition of fraudulent faith I never shook the wolf off me never forsake the lion within
In craving for the second sight I possess the privilege of pain perpetual motion of perpetual unrest never ending search for the innermost ring
realms where you're a dweller are sacredness beyond belief ecstasy of purifying flame once mortal flesh now divine
It's the ring of the Lupus and I'm within howling with brother kyon to Sirius and beyond Nile drawn in the velvet of skies in the sign of Dragon
We'll all pass thru' the gate on the golden ring of Saturn On a journey to a Mother star to the shores of primeval sea to the water that once came to be
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
6. Reek Of The Night
I searched You there in the reek of the night In my hour of need You bereaved me of thy consolation Mercy I sought I never found in you
Where were you!?!?!
Prayed for You in my plight Lonely roaming In search of you You turned the Lion loose into the Night
On the back of the Pale He loves me like a beast loves its prey I'm only passing thru' no one may stay
Ride cowboy, Ride, for one last time The Lion is on the loose In the Night
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
7. Seeker
No lord no other than mine. No me without my lord Out of lord deliverance. Deliverance of Golden Cage No evil not without lust. No lust not without need No need without fear. Out of terror gods breed.
No rest for the one that seeks!!! Is it Hope? Is it Fear that drives me? Wicked are the weak in their meekness And Hope - the evil they adhere to No rest for the one that seeks!!! Desperate one - haunted me!
No rest for Seeker! So many souls to skin!!!
No Evil without Lust. No Lust without Need No Need without Fear. Soul skinner fear within Fear of Truth - Mother of Deception, deception - Father of Lies Brothers of Mischief - Brothers of Lie - Dream of Reason - Triumph of Will
"Thus Spake Elektra. In the Heart of Darkness. Under the Sun of Torment. To the Capitals of the World. In the Name of the Victims. I Shall Push Out All Seed I Have Taken Within Me. I Shall Turn the Milk of My Breasts to Deadly Venom. I Shall Take Back the World I Gave Birth to. Suffocate the World between My Thighs. Bury It to My Shame. Down with the Bliss of Submission. Long Live Wrath, Contempt, Mutiny, Death. When a Woman Walks Across the Bedroom. With Butcher's Knife in Her Hand, Then You Shall Know The Truth."
[According to Heiner Muller,] [slightly modified & freely translated without any permissions!!!]
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
8. Athene Noctua
[(Blissmaster's Ball in the Hall of Twilight) opus 36, Bb-minor]
And the visionary paints black on black grey on grey it's sad farewell and chronos won't wait never to return to your dustbound shrine all that you gathered buys you no time spirit of unrest fear of the sublime grave mystery of mortal's life in the end will the spirit ever rise???
If freedom becomes your dungeon reach deep within yourself for the soul of hidden erotic to set self recklessly free for who's right and who's wrong in a merry-go-round of passion in the House of Truth and Lie only fear of self annihilates the soul
Touch and like a torch I'll burn cast upon your endlessness lightning moment of rapture my hour of passion and grace joyfully I shall perish in longing for your bliss
All those minor deaths I've died All those times I've rested weary upon your eternity exhausted by your tenderness flame of lust extinguished in the ocean of love
Here is the wisdom: life is coming and going and becoming of the ones into one symmetry of souls harmony under the sun
