Did I hear that Voice or was it just a hallucination? And what about those Shapes (Allies).... For fourteen Days I haven't slept Still my Shadow the secret of my life kept By going through a long period of Depression
I reached a permanent state of enlightment I'm the Master above you bunch of slaves I'm the Demiurge, creator of this universe
Master of not-doing I, myself not fooling The God of not-being Everything as it is seeing
Near my death I saw the white Gate of Death calling There I didn't fall in Let Self die Loosen Souls Dimension For Sorcerer exhaustion brings ecstasy!
[Lyrics by Jarkko Toivonen]
2. Languish For Bliss
How I wish That all those gentle words Would pour out of my lips How my sincere thoughts Would tenderly capture Your yet clear mind
How my strong arms Would carry you thru All those dim valleys
Hear me, hear me Try to stay away I'm to be your doom Oh how I wish I was the one I used to know
No reason for you to wither With my wicked hollow soul Still the memory of what we had Will always be with me For your beloved place No one can ever take
[Lyrics by Jan Kuhanen]
3. Lady Babylon
Sweet kiss of Hemp I want to be eternally dazed Forever and ever and ever Sweet Lady Babylon In lips She is sweet Of spirit of Venus...
I feel my dream is so deep Shout to the wind and let Lady Babylon touch yourself Who can be right and who can be wrong How the time hunts your life Great secret is going to Ruin your consciousness I am so deep but so high...
[Lyrics by Pasi „ijж & Jarkko Toivonen]
4. Neverending Day
From my past into the river of depression Fatefull numbers caught around my way Mutilating my past through eternity Life is like a chinky steel...
Twisted branch of life Feed my pain I protect myself behind others dreams Artistic analyse of cruel fate Equilibrium on the stairs of past Stairs painted by blood of my heart Fury lightning inside my head I'm turning towards mysteries of originality The way is blocked by sorrow of emptiness
Heroine is locked inside the casket of oblivion Time forgot me in the Circle of Shadows
Neverending Way Neverending Day Neverending Pain
5. Dreamside
Grey beauties of my sleep Reaching for better tomorrow Crying the deeds of yesterday Taking me into lockers of my dreams
Shining water's wild song Towards the Seas of Chance Sitting on a shore Letting the chance come over
I see all thoughts Veiled dark And the eyes behind the veil Reflection of my face Like the surface of dark lake Shadows of my nightmares I left back
Let us fly to the rain As if it was easy Exciting kiss of art Runs through emotions To the land of truth From one delight To another
Exciting kiss of art Runs through emotions To the land of truth From one delight to another Let us fly to the Dreamside
6. Procession Of Black Doom
You arrived to valley of Endless black memories Bloodlust starts You notice the smell of death Time may end, serenade will start
Procession of Black Doom Dark shadows swallow you Review to reality Exclamation breaks
Fog has descended You feel the power of Allies of eagle You will loose your mind
Second attention Is too much for you Without the Nagual Death will Pay A visit to you
7. Covetous Glance
Oh, beauteous one Goddess of all men She has a violent craving for me I'm the minister of enraged copulation Supporter of violent passion I grew out of childlike anima to find True personal love Is it me who has Covetous Glance ?
Think Clearly with no forbidden thoughts Everything is acceptable Your animus is personification of Dream Warrior With four Left Hand Path symbols
"Come o lonely warrior or drown" ...Her divine body clothed with pleasure "Come..."
I watch Her charm with delight Together we raise the veil of shadow Two subjects, one will connect to Cosmos I am the woman and you are the man
Covetous Glance Opium Odor
[Lyrics by Jarkko Toivonen]
8. Air
Was it the wind or whispers of mind Inside me Rumble of thunder eating my soul In a distance Storms and earthquakes finally begin Closing fast
Bolt of lightning lights up the sky Confused minds begging for mercy Darkness surrounds this unreal world
Horizon alters red, it sparks blood and all burns Black shadow in the sky once was the sun Goddess of Air makes us scream with fear The voice of crying wind heralding the end
Blood in the sky... Light and shadow join each other... At last comes silence
New days dawn, all begins again Wind is crying I feel the power, power of death Growing fast Is this the wind or a whisper of god Inside me
[Lyrics by Ismo Toivonen]
9. Serious Personality Disturbance And Deep Anxiety