Moonlight 2006 "Integrated In The System Of Guilt"
1. Slice
[lyrics: Adam Sypula / Maja Konarska]
Give it to yourself what you just don’t have A little sip or a little stealing Give it to yourself what you just don’t have Make it more than a wishful thinking Give it to yourself what you just don’t have What you need but what you reject Take for you little slice of heaven That is hanging from the ceiling
Oh yes This is it When you think You’ve got it all This thing suddenly comes And buries your Perfect life Your home In a blink Changes into A pile of stone Standing Lifeless in a corner You’re too week To rebuild it
Give it to yourself what you just don’t have Not for ego not for dreaming Give it to yourself what you just don’t have Make it more than a wishful thinking Give it to yourself what you just don’t have What you need but what you reject Take for you little slice of heaven That is hanging from the ceiling
Oh yes This is it Happiness Is overflowing This man suddenly comes Steals her Away from you All this Perfect beauty Changes into A pile of mud Sitting Lifeless in a corner You’re too weak To believe again
2. Recovering
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
So many enjoyments encountered In his life Not many displeasures ever crossed his path And then came a moment When he had to shut the light No passion for living (just)trying to last
Try and hide his hands away From others Try and hide his eyes away From your vision too And no longer could he trust himself (he) couldn’t trust himself
He discovered what to ask about Knew the answers so he didn’t ask “I can feel my patience running out Need more patience to relieve my doubts”
Recovering in agony (and)trying to forget The audience was waiting for him to touch The ground
And every day he kept trying not to remember And so he killed all the time he could have wasted He went on Wanted to stop
3. Come With Me
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
I will take your self esteem Come with me You will lose your common sense Come with me I’m the only one you’ll see Come with me And you’ll like the way it is
Perhaps I shouldn’t do it Come with me You cannot escape from me Come with me I’m the only one around Come with me And you like the way it is
I love you just a little A bit but not too much My eyes are squinting tightly When you look at me like that
And even all the ashes Won’t control your urge There is nowhere to run to You know I won’t let go
4. Noom
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
I didn’t recognize her When she came to me Delicately rapped at my window She was in my room looking for the moon But it wasn’t there
May I sit beside you? I could hear her ask She was slightly scared of the darkness Sat down in the corner Trying not to trouble me
And I like her When she’s near I like her
She was listening to my silent mind The two of just sat there for a while Then she left without a word When the sun woke up
I didn’t recognize her When she came to me Delicately rapped at my window Took a second thought about her ego Didn’t find him here today
5. For Better Days
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
Thank you for silence I’d be happier without it People wouldn’t recognize me And I wouldn’t have more time
Thank you for my egoism If wasn’t there I’d be a better human And I wouldn’t have more time
Thank you for lies If they weren’t here I would know the truth And I wouldn’t need more time
I’m throwing words around They’re sitting on the grass Thinking what will happen
Thank you for misfortune If it wasn’t there Life would be more entertaining With no time for anything
Thank you for lies If they weren’t here I would know the truth And I wouldn’t need more time
Thank you for oblivion I couldn’t live without it I’d lose all my hopes and dreams For better days
6. Not My Politics
[lyrics: Adam Sypula]
How can I believe it that How can I deliver that to you My small deceiver My disaster and my killer Shame on you
How can I deliver that to you My hated leader Tell me how can I Deliver that to you
I don’t need to know I don’t wish to see This is not my show Not my politics You don’t have to speak I reject your words Keep you sly deceits Not my politics
There’s a world in black There’s no sun to see Shadow on your back Stepping on your heels Sugar’s no more sweet Smoke hangs in the air Gotta get out of here Not my politics
7. Reset
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
Please erase my thoughts Plan my mind from scratch again Wreck my body too Create a new one if you can
I can teach you if you want How to exit quickly after locking me Paint a pathway arrows and lines Help me determine which way to go All the thoughts running through my head Have made me the person I am today Now I need to find you again ‘Cause you cannot do it
It’s so quiet here No oxygen back there You want to reset My thinking Never asking
8. Redrum
[lyrics: Maja Konarska]
I cannot believe I don’t want to thing (That)everything I have Can be taken away
Not again I can’t believe In this
Punish me quickly You are so mighty Slay me today Slay me right now Punish me gently