What is it for? What is sacred? In my circle of regrets circle of regrets
today I'm drawing circles in my memory, in the pages of my life
That's me for a long time I can't run away... (long time)
These stone tears are falling down on me, all my regrets my regrets (I don't want this feeling)
I need more all I want is to break my circle of regrets circle of regrets
Is there any solution? I want to find the way to escape... to go away
2. Stately Lover
I just need you absolutely all the fears in your mind I just want you absolutely to sail this ship of mine
I don't know what the hell you're saying 'cause you're going blind using all the lies they told you to hurt your mind
And I can breathe now...
It's there, pretends to be a guide for you like a candle in the dark lies like a really cold breeze in the air step by step you'll lose your faith
I just need you miserably broken man come to me I just need you desperately just want to change your mind
3. Honeymoon Suite
Close your eyes don't you feel the rejection, baby? Does it hurt? Come here now I've got something to tell you, honey... I don't want you back
Won't you take me back won't you take me back with you won't you take me back won't you wrap me with your love again...
Get out of my life I know I've failed you, but I'll make it up get out of my life I know I failed you, just let me try again
You're to blame I'm no more you business
Can't you see I'm praying for your forgiveness
Shut your mouth I don't need your affection, darling does it hurt? Come here now I've got something to tell you, honey... I don't want you back
I will do anything you want but hold me forever be a nightmare in my sleep scare me forever like a bullet in my soul kill me forever all the lies I have sold to you are sour thorns in my mouth
4. My Wings
Slip out the door and fly I'm lost in time I hover as an angel, I hover
Embracing all myself I reel through the storm that is shaking me I don't know where I don't know why I know I'm not going to fall
And butterflies are flying (fly away) right beside me as I ascend to the clouds
No, I won't delay no, I won't delay time is like a knife for me now I just won't delay
Time is mine I got the blade change your mind I'll make you stay
Butterflies are flying and I just won't delay
5. To Myself I Turned
I was born in another world strictly connected to a piece of my mind nothing more than a little land it is a small cradle where I'm a kid I am the princess in there, nothing wrong in my fantasy world
I am the king, the nation, no dictators or religions no laws laid down for me I have my own liberty inside of me nothing to lose, I want to live here
As you see I'm the only survivor in this land
When did I hear this wind before change like this to a deeper roar? I'm starting to bleed another way I just need some time to complete myself
these spotlights are here again I can't see anything, I'm blind this nature of time and space makes me sick of the situation
I couldn't know if I... if I will be strong enough for this I have to choose, do I want to live here?
6. Cold
Skin so cold I knew you'd go away and now I put you down to lay nothing to feel for you this was our last dance
Closer and closer, it's time to surrender to the desire that you cannot mention don't try to breathe don't try to run away
But I'm reaching for the sky (going to fly) won't you please stay
With a smile I watch you go you'll never know I didn't cry with a smile I saw you die you'll never know I didn't cry
No more fear they said you were so weak and now I put you down to lay nothing to feel for you this was our last dance
7. Reverie
I have you in my dreams at night you were holding my hands then I awake and you're not mine now it's time to rise
I want to turn cold ice in my soul got to freeze this yearning inside
When you're inflicted by the passion of love desire and yearning the deeper they burn you were... now it's too late you were...
Now you're gone It's too late I was wrong It's my fate
"I think of you and I see me I'm the one I thought I've never be I feel dirty - no purity desire and yearning in you heart no mercy for you no mercy for me."
8. Veins Of Glass
These ghosts I keep inside shards of glass in my veins release me from myself, release from my duality
I face these as a soldier would but useless is my war the innocence that smiles today tomorrow will bee lying
Who is it that really dies when all the people look at me? And I'm twisting my fingers in my hair while a mirror reflects me
Now I'm digging to the bone all the painting scratching at flesh, drives me mad to be alive and free
And the ghosts I keep inside myself how do they see me? while again I'm drowning with my soul will you save me?
9. Falling Again
I lay, looking at my hands I search in these lines I've not the answer I'm crying and I don't know watching the sky I search an answer I'm free, free to be I'm not another liar I just want to be myself... myself
And now the beat inside me is a sort of a cold breeze and I've never any feeling inside ruining me... bring my body carry it into another world I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down
I pray, looking into the sky I can feel this rain right now it's falling on me fly, I just want to fly life is all mine some days I cry alone, but I know I'm not the only one I'm here, another day is gone I don't want to die...? Please be there when I'll arrive, don't cry... please