who could call my name without regretting who could see beyond this my darkness and for once save their own prayers who could mirror down just a little of their sun
how could this go so very wrong that I must depend on darkness would anyone follow me further down how could this go so very far that I need someone to say what is wrong not with the world but me
who could call my name without regretting who could promise to never destroy me tonight my head is full of wishes and everything I drink is full of her
2. Help Me Disappear
to completely dissolve, what method is used i cannot sleep, my hands are bruised there's a hole in the wall, torn up anew one dead eye, the colour of you
to vanish for life and promise to stay away from the knowing, bird in a cage i'd give so much for the courage to go if i ask for your help, then you will know
so help me disappear or to believe in a change no way out of here that i can see or the nightmares that burn into my head at night make them disappear so i can breathe
looked out the window twice, just to be sure that noone was standing outside the door but it's just as calm as it was before they're all gone now, not there anymore
isolated myself for the sake of freedom i clenched my fist for the sake of kindness i read a book full of strange words loneliness is a disease
3. O How I Enjoy The Light
[written by Will Oldham, published by royal stable music (ascap)]
it's us i liken to a covey a polar bear has breached a pup the palace walls are strewn with tapestries and the window panes are splintered and shattered with a crumbled dog on every landing and every stranger cowers the dress is torn, the tone demanding the canine's latent strength
and would her loins would yield a yelp a beating purr to steal the time with here's where we walk, hand in hand o how i despise it o how i enjoy the light of the first morning forever wisdom, wealth tag on like afterbirth i will love you forever
and if i don't and if i do the difference exists in a fiction the day has cooled, the time will too and we will call upon the light