Look at me my fearful friend I worthy I seem to you Well then look closer into my eyes I am sicker than you think
I mock you while you cry I am the dark side beneath your head The spider in your head
I am the rodent in your guts The knife in yourself that cuts
I stand before you A mirage of your fear A dream so real - like darkness
[by Ray Wells]
3. Strike The Ground
Enshrouded in the bed of steel I'm backled to the chair Here I travel lonely through the air I fly The might flies by so fast
Suddenly a cry beneath me I find my aircraft gone I'm falling to the ground As I plunge towards my destiny The planet disappears.
Here I am and ready to die But I don't stop my falling Trapped in silent nightmares
As part of time as slave to death My life will never end Release me from this sickness Please talk to may abandoned soul I wish my tiny heart to finally strike the ground.
[by Ray Wells]
4. Time Of Dawn
5. Endless Circle
Like and endless seeming circle Around I go Deja vu enchants me I know there is something wrong
I push to break this secret But I feel it won't go well I am trapped within a moment The world enslaves my mind
[by Ray Wells]
6. Shrink To Nothing
Like a spider in the darkness Emptiness is feeding my pain I'm not really human Not quite of flesh and bone
There is chaos in my being A lonely soul so dark Slowly I am fading And none wants to care
I hear the secret calling Everyone else is so deaf The world moves on Depressions, I am by myself
Light shines bright above me I reach but fail to grasp it Lonely I am fading No one to hold my hand
[by Ray Wells]
7. Almost Invisible
8. Trapped And Scared
Sadness lives by my side Laughter distorts my face I am the crystal master That lives inside my head
A maze of endless torments The doors to nowhere lead Forever lost, trapped and scared
Tears now drawn my eyes Here in this lonely part of the world Where nothing left to lose And I am floating endlessly.
Forever to be found Surely I am certain Dead I'll be and without life Never to tell this story.
[by Ray Wells]
9. Dead But Wide Awake
Alone I am here and cannot die My eyes can talk - I communicate S.O.S please save my soul Pull the plug, I beg from you
Pity I cannot need I am dead but wide awake This nightmare you must end My weekend body is to tired to fight
[by Ray Wells]
10. Darkened World
11. Transparent Dreams
Sea of chaos, electric mist A dark sky calling, a cloud of dust Boiling magma, darkified A veil of liquid, transparent dreams
I stand a lone among this chaos A grain of eternal sand I scream for others but find myself alone There is no comfort on this planet.
I dream I drift alone From the sky like lightning bolts. A hand of ice my only hope. Sinking quickly, I am alone I cannot breath - my sight grows dim
