Walk on my rainchild so pure and waiting for the dawn walk on my rainchild, to god
Go on my redsky so sure and longing for your spawn go on my deadsky, my god
Rape me Blame me Hate me Feed me but it's not worth dying for on your walk outside my door see it's all you love me for I'm the god you were before
So cry a sad smile as frail as morpheous and sweet so cry a dead smile to god
Rape me Blame me Hate me Feed me but it's not worth dying for on your walk outside my door see it's all you love me for I'm the god you were before
2. Sistersun
Sore am I, calling the pyre pure and light, deep down the mire
So goodnight, my firefly dancer wear the light, the fire will take your
Heart and love you heart and drown you heart and leave you a sun to carry me home
frail am I, free from desire old and wise, my god, and so tired
So goodbye, my surface dancer in your light, the fire did take my
Heart and loved you heart and drowned you heart and burned you my sun, come carry me home
3. Swallow
for this bleeding sunwalk we laid down besides and a screaming sky walks and a trigger by my side...
drowing karmic networks sad machines inside see the radio sky talks under a searing heaven...
swallow swallow swallow swallow the bitter taste you once craved deep your christ, your veil, your sun in bitter blood you lay your sleep and keep the sun in turn
for my god, my cancer my painful god alone dream of plastic serpents swallowed father take me home
close my stranded eyes now kiss my sun goodbye light this jesus lantern crack my searing heaven...
swallow....
so leave in morpheous dreams lay down crestfallen eyes no sad farewell in plastic flowers take this breath away from harm as once a child in kaleidoscope mind
swallow...
4. Lovesong For A Dead Child
Deep down the line sleep save my child trains leave and come sad dreams ain't long {they said}
And they dream tonight I always wanted the war and they sleep tonight dying in yearning for more
Deep down the spine sleep save my child loves leave and come all is said and done
And they dream tonight I always wanted the war and they sleep tonight dying in yearning for more
And they dream tonight once they all wanted the war now we sleep tonight worn out and dreaming no more
5. Under The Red
You carried roses, and a nail under the red you carried roses as the odium in hands and when the fallout drags away the words you said will you remember a sundown in the sand ?
Far beyond the waves you carried far beyond your sunblind eyes far beyond the war you buried before the sun died
we carried roses and a nail under the red we carried roses as the odium in hands as we corrode on wipe the rust into your hair and when the war comes, say will you still be there ?
Far beyond the waves you carried far beyond your sunblind eyes far beyond the war you buried before the sun died
and after the war is over, your smile will never be the same and then when the rain is falling, you run, and run, and run...
Far beyond the waves you carried far beyond your sumblind eyes far beyond the love you carried you long for sunlight...
6. Turpentine
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7. The One I Drowned
Water, water, prevail my searing landscape water, water, relieve my pain and let me in fire, fire, paint all your flames on my skin fire, fire, burn deep and purify my sin
water, water, take on your child for dying father, father, I know I promised you to swim
I am the plastic you adore I am the nail to hold your door I am the light you ll never find I am the sun of far gone times I am the sun of far gone life
you drown in a lake of fire, my blame divine are you how deep are the scars in your head? As deep as once your screw? and now that you burned your wings, say how it feels to be denied? how sweet is the darkest fire, when the water by your side?
I am the plastic you adore I am the nail to hold your door I am the light you ll never find I am the sun of far gone times I am the sun of far gone life
I am the plastic you adore I am the nail to hold your door I am the light you ll never find still I'm the sun of far gone times still I'm the sun of far gone life
hold on, through the flames you walk as I leave your horizon bleed on, to the waves you talk in your fevered delight now dreep on, under burning rooms and falling mindstars so long, keep the sun and the moon... and tell'em of your scars
...maybe they will care
8. Vanity
sometimes I wish it would never end sometimes I wish I couldn't care sometimes I feel like I'd never see you again
take a walk on an autumn night inhale the stars and drown in their gleam does it really take dying children to see what makes the world go round?
sometimes I wish I could drown all them smiles and fears
...but as long as I can drown in my own I guess I won t give a fuck anyway...
9. Radio Heroine
I'm drowning, I'm drowning for you leaving the waves I unscrew a long night, and again I adore you a long night and the radio plays
songs of little heroes for broken weary eyes... a dream each one I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don't
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding for you breathing the rape I once knew someone but somehow it hurts you someone in my radio plays
song of little heroes for broken weary minds... a rape each one I sat on the roof and if each other in this night dreams... I don t
and so we run hurry to drown again and so we run to dream of the same and so we're gone, turned out and down again and so we run to go down in flames
10. Coma Garden
So close... the water so cold... the fire so sleep away, the coma be your home corrode and smile you're not alone
So deep... the water so free... the fire so go away, the radio calls your name {I think} you know, their names were all the same
11. Jade
jade in milky green parade a teardrop carved in smile
jade behold the sun I made a deep embracing pride
help me carry the raindrops break me, hurry to rape on hold on drag me away god drown me, buried in raindrops
jade in flames of haunting grey as like a lonely mourn
jade come bleed inside of me as long as I'm not torn
help me carry the raindrops break me, hurry to rape on hold on, drag me away god drowned me, buried in raindrops
12. White Horses
melt the snow in my lies melt the magic in my eyes what I m searching for what I m living for