My suffering is my only possession Pain, my lover, cruelty, my master Your flesh, my loyal obsession Your pain, my salvation I'm after
The evening moon witnesses all From my gutted stomach to my bashed head Pleasure shall be my downfall And agony, my glorious death
My suffering is all I have left over Pain, my only friend Your flesh, my rotten lover Your pain, my final end
The morning sun sees all From the shredded skin to my broken bones Pleasure shall be my downfall And agony, my comforting home
2. Forgotten Dead Crow
I have killed yet another, and now I sit in my black hole Waiting for another victim that I can behold And not even that will feed this horrid need I live for my own pain and suffering
I have beaten many before, and that would kill my pain But this rotting feeling in my gut won't seem to go away No matter how many I kill, it isn't enough So I sit in agony in my little black box
For a mere second when I had her in my reach I almost felt cured and almost felt free She clawed and she fought yet I did not bleed No blood can be drawn from pure agony I stabbed her flesh and said my farewell I left to find another pawn to kill But there seems to be no to this horrid suffering I am not him and he is not me
I am somehow forgotten and left behind This life it has cruelty cast me aside And fate it gave to me a horrid plot All I want is to die and peacefully rot
3. My Blood In Your Hands
Death it did not take me, death it did not want me My time to come is never, but to kill again, maybe I will be free Your fatal wounds can not put me down or stop my destiny I will arise in an hour with the gift of suffering
In my own blood, drowning in my own agony Death left me alone, to heal, to fulfill my prophecy I am left with nothing but this “life” In my mind a stranger, in my gut a knife And death it could not take me, even though I begged On my knees with blood in my eyes, I could not be saved And I have nothing but this unwanted devoir This inability to die, this deadened fervor All was stolen by my murderer And that of actual value was stolen so long before My wounds are now healed and clean I will kill another until I find what should have been ... My death, my peace, my long awaited demise My departure from this horrid place, the end of my cries
4. Arising From The Ashes
I awoke from a disturbed sleep, dead whores dancing in the walls I looked into a blackened mirror and it was not me I saw My destiny was sorrow, my plan was to kill And hatred it came from nowhere with a need to fulfilled
Among the streets I roamed, with a burning pang My blood boiled with a mast provoking flame I found myself in her coppery blood, and I almost felt alright Bu then it came back, my bloodlust, my loathsome appetite
Under the blackened sky I awoke from a sleep And what I saw in the mirror it was no longer me My destiny was sorrow, my fate was to kill And hatred slipped in with a need to be fulfilled
I should've been dead, I was but still alive Walking among these endless streets to make others die From my death I arose anew to bring a message of sorrow A force to room in agony, to live again tomorrow
5. Devouring Your Essence
Your blood brought comfort, and a grin came over me It has been so long since I have been truly free But your demise brought with it a new life Devouring your essence, I shall die another night
So close to my death, I must keep slaying For who knows how long, death it would not take me I grin at the thought of final peace and death Devouring your essence so I can finally rest
You may be the last, there seems to be no conclusion And you meant nothing to me, you are nothing but an illusion
I have blood in my eyes, and a wound that won't heal I have a knife in my hand and nothing could make me feel
Freedom must be near, for I have waited a long time Centuries have passed, and I want what is mine I must kill again
Devouring your essence I must meet my death The misery of life haunts me, and I have nothing left I must kill again!
6. Being As One With Hatred
I have found true happiness in malice and scorn I think I can live like this, murdering and so forlorn My joy it comes from others suffering and blight Perpetual blood on my hands and in my eyes, eternal night Prophecy or not, this is my chosen existence I shall kill tomorrow, no regret or resistance I have found my peace in this life of ruin And I am ready to kill again soon
My hate feeds and drives my damned soul My hate is my bridge and I have paid my toll At last I have found peace and tranquility Through this hatred that shows no civility My anger and rage have guided me to bliss With a dead whore's dance and a serpent's kiss
I am one now with my own hate I am one with this chosen fate I walk with joy, these eternal nights Stalking my prey with a insatiable appetite Blood stained upon my skin and the moon in my eyes So close to life and so far from my demise
7. Me, The Hanged One
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8. Constant Suffering
Compassion, a possession I do not obtain I belong to no one, just a lost soul with nothing to live for I once had a friend, but now she lies in pain She belongs to only me, I have nothing to live for anymore
Sympathy, I have never known I belong to my own sorrow I once had a lover, but she lies alone She belongs to only me, and I shall not see tomorrow
I guess it was I who murdered her But she was most deserving My suffering shall show me the way of murder I shall lick my wounds and clean the dirt out of me
With my knife in my hand, and blood from my eyes I walk along this lonely valley With my heart split open and empty inside I wander through this emptiness that has taken so much out of me