When I'm gone, will they remember me?
When I'm gone, will the flowers cry on my grave?

I face the fear of the unknown path.
Pictures are passing by as I think.
Tomorrows words may not be spoken.
Tomorrow can be the day to fly.
My last kiss for you my dear?
My last goodbye for you my friends?
When I sleep in the arms of silence?

Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.
When I'm gone.

I see a hall with thousands of people.
Forsaken souls who never died.
Their names shall never be remembered here.
Grey dawn, empty eyes.
Dreaming shadows dreams with the night.
Dreams on, dreams with the night.
When I sleep, will I share their dreams?

Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.
When I'm gone.

I face the fear of the unknown path.
I cry in despair when I see it all.
Tomorrows words may not be spoken.
Tomorrow can be the day to fly.

I know it's time because I can feel it inside.
My guardian angel is since long times gone.
The creeping silence is closing in.
Closer and closer.
Soon it will reach me and take me in it's arms.
Take me to it's empire. Take me in it's arms.

Will flowers weep upon my grave?
Candles shine beside my name?
Will they remember?
Will they forget? I wonder.
When I'm gone.

2. Winter Flight

(The 5:th of February 1994. A frozen world outside my window)

In a landscape so shimmering white.
Under a cold sky so blue.

They look so sad in their dresses of cold.
Maybe they long to be in another world.

Their arms, stretched to the sky.
To the horizon they long to fly.

Lost under sorrow silver they mourn the days that died.
Frozen arms stretched out to touch the sky.
Winter flight...

Their arms, stretched to the sky.
To the horizon they long to fly

3. Black Candles

Drop your final hope into the abyss of fear.
Lay down your wings to never fly again.
Walk with the shadows to the darkened place inside you mind.
Light the fire and mourn for the passed times.

For the night, light up the black candles.
To feel the grief, light up the black candles.

Leave your dreams and seek the sanity.
The sanity within this peaceful darkness.
Bring your mind to a deeper life.
Take your final hope and leave it in the abyss of fear.

For the night, light up the black candles.
To feel the grief, light up the black candles.

4. Bleeding Tears

All these feelings are ending up in frozen words.
All my dreaming has been shown to be only dreams.
My heart is black as the night.
I'm walking on a bleeding road again.
I can't live in a dream forever so I'm trying to forget the
time
together.

Lost withing this feeling.
The black world keeps turning. The black time is here.
I'm lost in this dark night when depression takes over and
fills my eyes with bleeding tears.

Life has turned to grey.Ttrapped inside a vision of pain.
I hate this life and I hate this cruel world.
My eyes don't need to see becuase my mind can feel.
I'm standing lost again. I dream with the night of a better
day
when the truth comes out to be filled with pain.

Lost withing this feeling.
The black world keeps turning. The black time is here.
I'm lost in this dark night when depression takes over and
fills my eyes with bleeding tears.

5. Celestial Signs

Wake up from your sleep and feel the agony burning.
Meet the forsaken day and the darkening end.
Do not cover your childrens eyes with your bloodstained
hands.
Let them see the abyss where you all shall dwell.
Lower your eyes from the sky becuase there are no celestial
signs.

6. Thoughts

Behind my head in pain thoughts are tumbeling around.
Thoughts that never can be written in words.
Oh, I felt your grief.
I'm weak when the laughter is gone.

Endless rain is falling down. Endless roads to go.
Deep inside the sadness grows.
I'm right in the middle of nowhere.
The stones upon my chest are making it so hard to breathe.
I feel the hopelessness as I meet...

A dying lanscape in a dying world.
A grey sky in a black universe.

I'm gazing towards the horizon.
I wish that I was there.
Fast, faster and faster to my waiting grave.
Sometimes I'd like to walk and do you know.
You are the breaking skies above.

A dying lanscape in a dying world.
A grey sky in a black universe.

7. In Nothingness

I'm lost within my dreams.
Hiding from the life that I'll never see.
Nothing to see and nothing to feel.
My body is no longer a part of me.
I'm away... I'm alone...

In nothingness I can't see your endless suffering.
I can't see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
I'm in nothingness while time dies.

I see faces in fear. I hear screams in pain.
I'm standing impassive with indifferent eyes
because I don't feel the reality in the world outside
and I don't feel the fear that is dragging me down.
I'm away... I'm alone...

In nothingness I can't see your endless suffering.
I can't see your red eyes.
In nothingness I can close the doors to the world.
I'm in nothingness while time dies.

Searching hands are trying to help but for me they are
stealing.
Trying to take my inner world from me.
Taking my world from me.
Please let me be.

Don't talk to me becuase I'm not even listening.
Don't take my hand to make me see the fear.
Take away the flowers you've brought me because
they are reminding me of the world outside.
I'm fading away into a deeper life
where dreams are dwelling and feelings are gone.
I'm all alone when you're all here.
I'm alone...
In nothingness.

8. The Dying

The light will fade in this day of sorrow.
A black candle shines before my eyes.
My thoughts are lonely and empty.
Tired I stare into the burning bright flame.
All light will cease. It's just a matter of time.
The day, the candle, the sun and the stars.

The dying is waiting for the fall.
The dying will leave the world without a hope in the
blackest dawn.

I drift away into the flame.
The candle is burning weaker.
Now it's almost gone and I meet the fear that I've hidden
from.
The ashes of torture fills the ground.
A blood red sky has turned to black.
Like everything will.

The dying is waiting for the fall.
The dying will leave the world without a hope in the
blackest dawn.

9. Not Of That Kind

Flying on a dream of gleaming lights.
Lost and alone with you.
Passing through the days in sanity.
Time has ceased to be.

You turn to me with your smiling face but now I know.
Your real face lingers.
I'm falling away from you.

Your hands reach out to touch the sky
but I know you've been there before.
You say you can't stand another night but I'm not of that
kind.

Don't try to get me high tonight because I know your ways.
I rather leave now than finally stand forsaken.

Your hands reach out to touch the sky
but I know you've been there before.
You say you can't stand another night but I'm not of that
kind.

You're not my kind.

10. Dream Forever

I'm walking on the path as I've done a hundred times.
The wind is whisteling. It is so cold.
My steps are fixed. To the forest I walk.
The rain is whipping my face and I'm freezing to my bones.

I'm standing alone with the night.
The rain is making me feel.
Temptation is making me seek the truth beyond the sad life.
The dark sky has something that keeps me in obsession.
Will I meet the unknown? Can I dream forever?

I've dreamed the same dream every night
and now I'm here to make it happen.
Hand in hand with the lost I'm walking towards the end.
Let the sky fall down becuase I'm here to walk in.

I'm standing alone with the night.
The rain is making me feel.
Temptation is making me seek the truth beyond the sad life.
The dark sky has something that keeps me in obsession.
Will I meet the unknown? Can I dream forever?