For so long I've been walking on the path of my life This way it hurts my feet but bravely I'm going on Straight ahead, with no staff to support me
Around me, the landscape remains the same It used to please me, it now turned grey
Around me, I see barriers to infinity I cannot escape my destiny
A long time ago, this way I've chosen Cause I couldn't cope with suffering A sign said "Felicity at the end" I started walking and now I'm going on
For too long I've been walking on the path of my life On its sides, bushes have turned into barb wire For too long, I've been walking on the road of my faith It has now turned into the darkest corridor
All I want is to fly away, to leave this gloomy road I'm now waking up n'Don't want to follow it anymore
But wings I don't own, my salvation is lost As I'm used to, I keep walking on and on
As I reach the bottom of my doom A light appears and shines through the night
This is not the end of my road, it's another path It snakes away to another life
For too long I've been walking on the path of my life Time has come to make the choice
For too long, I've been walking on the road of my faith Pray for me to do the best
2. My Last Breath
I see blood flowing like an endless river Red is my blood, pale becomes my skin I creep like a snake so as to reach my last bottle Like a painter with is picture, I spread my own blood on the floor
Cruel god, why don't you end all those sufferings Why are you so cruel to me, you're a sadistic
Let me join my paradise where freedom reigns
Stay in your wisdom of hypocrisy Let humans decide their own destiny They don't need your rules, they are stupid And then, I plunge into darkness
3. Behind The Mask
The world flows around me I'm not swimming in its currents As a rock in this muddy river Alone I stand in its floods
I'm hiding behind a mask Doom rules my world Tyrannic king of my mind While I show up this smiley
The reason of my despair Is your possible lost my love I can't help, you're on my mind I can't help, to love you
Without you, life is tasteless The flavours all fade to grey Without you, light is darkness The colours all seems the same
Wheat decays on its stalks Burnt inside like my soul Birds shot down while flying Down in flames like my heart
Endless night on my mind Will obscure all my thoughts Forever, my wounded flesh Will pour tears, for you're gone
I'm hiding behind a mask I'll destroy it for you Sweetest queen of my mind When you are mine forever
The world flows around me I'll swim again in its currents When water becomes clear again When we are one for evermore
The reason of my despair Is your possible lost my love I can't help, you're on my mind I can't help, to love you
4. Eternal Sufferings
My wounds are widely opened now Time has come to plunge into despair Darkness is the only wish of this world of sorrow
There is no place for joy in my bleeding heart I cannot reach my innner peace That I deserve in my griefful moments
Someday I will drown myself into my neverending tears Someday I will see myself dying of eternal sufferings
My blood is frozen into my veins All I can feel is this loneliness Which has been invading me for countless years Which is leading me to these eternal sufferings
Someday I will sleep eternally in the arms of mother nature Someday I will be decaying in my own lifeless corpse six feet under
5. The Isle Of The Dead
Death I'm dying Laying on the bed that will be my last one The faces of my beloved surround me They'll all pass me away
I have no fear, My time is done and it's time to leave Nothing remains of me But my dying body that lies in this circle of tears
My eyes will soon close And my soul will reach its new home The empty shell of my body Will turn into dust and ashes
And suddenly it is done I watch my corpse, flying upon him I've got nothing to do here for evermore It's time to leave now.
The Journey I'm dead now Sat in Charon's boat, I'm reaching my new home Into the isle of the dead, he'll lead me Where I'll rest for the end of times
I have no fear, The floods are filled with lost souls who'll try to get me But they won't take my spirit Cause I'm already done with life
My eyes will soon see The giant trees and the island's hole-filled cliffs My ethereal and living soul Will reach its eternal sleep
And slowly we cross the lake I watch the shore, craving to touch it I'm so tired, please let me die It's is time to rest now
6. Unholy Prayer
If you're hurt by someone Hold out the other cheek This is the most important message That someone left to humanity
Then you came with your holy book Then you spread this holy gift Bible in one hand, a sword in the other To slay all people thinking different
Holy man, I reny your church Too many slaughters've been done Holy man, I won't pray for your god For he let you kill in his name
Remember this innocent people Devoured by flames for being different In these dark times of heresy When devil was every woman
Remember this dirty unbelievers They died by their brothers' swords Covered with crusades blood Murdered for the holy cause
Holy man, I reny your church Too many slaughters've been done Holy man, I won't pray for your god For he let you kill in his name
Hypocrit priest of hate You forgot what you exist for In your mouth, love means death for anyone But the sheep that follows your insane path
Let us think by ourselves We don't need your misleading talk Let us remember what love means Centuries of lies made us forget
Holy man, I reny your church Too many slaughters've been done Holy man, I won't pray for your god For he let you kill in his name
7. Alone In My Coffin
So many tears have been flowering in my grave So many flowers have been withering on it Alone in this jail, I hear the wind caressing my gravestone
Loneliness is timeless and my sufferings endless Silence. I can't stand it. I hate It. I feel the vermin swarming through my body My limbs are decaying like old fruits.
I'm doomed to stay here, my soul is trapped Who condamns me? Why? What have I done? Where is my god?
Anyone is perfect, we all are sinners Humanity is what it is Temptation is human lust too Who has the right to judge us? Neither a god, nor the humans.