Once again, Jekyllish I follow the trail of fireflies - and diamond eyes And moving like fog, I starve to raise Sleepwalking hunter in the night
Step into an ongoing nightmare Go - ride into blistering trails below - tear heart and soul Stop - for jekylish I'll haunt you, though A sleepwalking hunter in despair - take care of you
I brave for sin - shedding my skin
Curtains fall over my shroud, around my wrists the orchestra plays Frozen, this bosom aches, piercing lullabies, piercing preys Only cellos, black robes and gowns, dimly dance for air in grief And looming portraits of a mother gazing at my inner pleas
Fear me for Jekylish I'll haunt you, your trail of fireflies and diamond eyes Moving like fog, I starve to raise, sleepwalking fiend, caligarish sorrow I invoke the queen of spades... and slowly breathe the verse of fate I reap the mists of grace to bid farewell to faith
Clenched cries, her drowning sweet hands bygone, waving and fleeting Dull slave to my mournful twists she bled, like a rainbow leaking Wax victims in a ritual, echoes to quench my frailty at dawn The fifth horseman I become, riding those whispers spawned
Fear me for Jekylish I'll haunt you, your trail of fireflies and diamond eyes Moving like fog, I starve to raise, sleepwalking fiend, caligarish sorrow Soon forgotten faces shine on shattered mirrors, remnants of rape Supremely, skin cellos play the ghost of melodies and darkest shade
Fear me for Jekylish I'll haunt you, your trail of fireflies and diamond eyes Moving like fog, I starve to raise, sleepwalking fiend, caligarish sorrow
A warm tune for claws and chaos I breed the rust of wind While, holding bacl loss, shame and tears
I brave for sin - shedding my skin
2. Serpent's Embrace
She was the dawn of a new day The crystal voice inside my head And at times she showed me Eden Untrodden paths, a sky that's bleeding
Serpent's embrace Serpent's embrace
Darkness waiting in her eyes, her gaze Kissed by a fraudulent snake A soul eater - serpent's embrace Serpents embrace
She was the dawn of a new day But all it brought was pure dismay
The sky and sun turned black Nailed black as ebony And there was no turning back No turning back
A golden sun in past times, floating high above Looking back from now, a collection of strange days, for love
And at time I realized Everything must surely end - some day
Darkness waiting in her eyes Darkness waiting in her gaze She gave birth to a worm of lies A place of shadows mourn A soul eater - serpent's embrace
Every dawn of a new day Too far away, but death in cheap There's a giant, black sun below Maybe just below the ground, about six feet deep Beneath the undertow Beneath the undertow
3. Rebirth
I have seen how the same human souls Wander through different bodies Drifting through the centuries When flesh decayed
For ages drifting in the wind Through landscapes unknown Among worlds where the suns never die Where moonlight is bright as day Beyond timeless void Beyond all the spheres In a realm where the powers of earth Are bound in the fathomless sky
An endless journey Perpetual suffering
When heartbeat has died And earthly life has ended The trip through the emptiness begins Vultures free your bones From flesh and blood Make your spirit soar
Your soul lost in space Struggling for a new life Awaiting rebirth
To be captures In a human body again
4. Light Reborn
In a thought I'd rest Like a sign in a glorious gloom I crawl under her skin To divinely kiss her skin
I just claim on my purity In external community I'm not searching for (any) solutions But trying to avoid confusion
Till fades the very earth and sky Your heart completely broken And all the world hangs on a sigh A word but party spoken
I'm looking for resistance And you'll feet my persistence
If you are here to obey me You get what you deserve When thoughts pursue me Can't decide what's true in me
I just claim on my purity In external community I'm not searching for (any) solutions But trying to avoid confusion
I'm looking for resistance You'll feet my persistence
To disguise desire's utopia To feed the emotional idea To forget not to forgive To arise from dignity's ruin...
5. Faded Years
To not forget our loving, should I a sign implore? I'd ask for you, but dearest, you are your own no more Nor do I beg a flower from in your golden hair Forgetfulness, beloved is but my single player
Oh what a sad sensation, when joy that soon did wane Not swift with it to vanish, but ever here remain!
When through tits life to wander it has been writ, it seem A dream made out of shadow, a shadow made of dream
No matter when I die, this or some later day My wish is out of the mind of all to I pass away And you forget the dream that our two hearts endears When you loom back, beloved, upon the faded years
Let in the depths of shadow my memory be gone As though we midst our loving each other had not known A chant of lamentation within cold walls of chime To beg for me in weeping the peace of endless time
As though those hours of wonder in fact we did not live That I so deeply love you dear one can you forgive?
My face turned to the desert you left me all alone And cold beneath my eyelids my eyes have turned to stone And when at last death's soil my body does reclaim Then who will know me or know from whence I came?
Let in the depths of shadow my memory be gone As though we midst our loving each other had not known A chant of lamentation within cold walls of chime To beg for me in weeping the peace of endless time
While then... should they my body into the gutter throw Still that would be far better than what I suffer now
Afar of in distance a flock of crows arise And darken all the heavens before my sightless eyes Beyond the earth's steep margin a hurricane does start Flinging to the world my dust and to the wind my heart
Yet as in spring the blossom do you remain the while With gentle eyes and humid and tender, childish smile So much a child, yet seeming each day to younger grow And of my fate know nothing as I too nothing know
My face turned to the desert you left me all alone And cold beneath my eyelids my eyes have turned to stone
And when at last death's soil my body does reclaim Then who will know me or know from whence I came?
While then... should they my body into the gutter throw Still that would be far better than what I suffer now
6. Solitude
One wish alone have I In some calm land beside the sea to die
Upon its strand That I forever sleep The forest near, a heaven near Stretched over the peaceful deep
That no one weeps my end Nor for me grieves But let the autumn lend Tongues to the leaves
No candles shine Nor tomb I need, instead Let them for me a bed Or twigs entwine
When brooklet ripples fall With murmuring sound And moon is found Among the pine trees tall
While softly rings The wind it's trembling chime And over me the lime In blossem flings
As I will then no more a wanderer be Let them with fondness store my memory
And Lucifer the while Above the pine, good comrade mine
Will on me gently smile? In mournful mood The sea sing sad refrain... And I be earth again In solitude
7. Limbs Of A Stare
A garden of seeds lost, ashen spirits embrace me in pain Like scars that shed the plague of flames, my thirst awakes
Aceless to my feelings, inimicial to my pulse, like disease Sand in my eyes, I am hiding from pleasure, yearning for breeze Draw my bare tears from this melody now that I can't flee Take refuge in me or vanish, my beauty, bring or tear the silk
To weave the drops of passion or strike the winds of misfortune Mourning I stand, my senses in abyss, under skies of torture
Devour my womb, these obscure roots Release my dying touch, unchain me from my doom I an crawling to feel desire To shape your truth and fire Crawling towards you, with the limbs of a stare
To dream a leaf without it's tree, to follow it's silence I hear no sense, but a scream of lips and sighs in vastness
A thirteenth shadow in my nightmare you become And it's you in every rain, in every ballet and sun Within my nest I bleed the coming of eves, hollow heart Slave to this blessed state which sends my dreams afar
Bear witness to my memories of flesh that will never rise The dice of desperation reveals a black rose lays on my mind
Devour my womb, these obscure roots Release my dying touch, unchain me from my doom I am prowling to feel desire To yield to bounds and pyres Crawling towards you, with the limbs of a stare...
A thirteenth shadow in my nightmare you become And it's you in every rain, in every ballet and sun Within my nest I bleed the coming of eves, hollow heart Slave to this blessed state which sends my dreams afar
8. The Darkness Inside
Life sometimes feels like a nightmare When every step you take is a wrong one With only binary choices there Seeming fair?
They say that time does slowly heal But memories amplify the pain I feel Forever haunting me, it's so unreal And still we dream... as we walk down the line... We forever sleep
Since ages dead inside A plunge red shrine
Emotions and hope subside Foul like altar wine
Life sometimes into a nightmare When every step you take is a wrong one With only binary choices there Seeming fair?
Not when luck has gone And I said Not when luck has gone
Living a life beyond light With darkness to pattern my fate Feelings left aside Left with despair and nothing but hate Left to witness The final fall of mankind No outcome of existence
Life sometimes even seems like it goes on Still every step you take is a wrong one Maybe you can wake up anytime you like But you can never leave You will never achieve The feeling that life goes on
Or are we already gone?
Left to witness The final fall of mankind No outcome of existence Floods my heart and mind
A lifeless thing in living guise Leaping off to quick demise
A blind man in a cave of eternal light Remnants of a dream that fades
Life at times is hard to comprehend But every step leads further to the end Still even death is but a guess And darkness weaves with many shades Darkness weaves with many shades
Take a look beyond the silver glades See darkness weave with many shades
9. Feelings
Endless fear, darkness holds me I don't know it I am wrong or right Where is my world that I loved so before? All has gone, bleeding, dying
You don't know what you have done to me Left me hollow inside, feel like dirt I wanna slam you, just wanna kill you All I want to see is you, lying down in pain
Forever I will hate you Is all that I can say Leaving the ghost of you behind Tears of sorrow I will never spill again Scratching your face out of my mind
Are you really sure what you wanna be now? It's just a fake to me, yes Fuck yourself and die a painful death I don't need you to love me anymore Get away and leave my life alone One step away of twisting your neck The crown of the human race Fuck you, is it really you
Loving you, killing you, loving you...
10. Bitter End
Once I sat down and pondered About a sense I have wondered I have searched my deep, inner core And I said... to think I shall not anymore...
The thought has aged me whole It ruined body, mind and soul Oh, thoughtless if I'd been born Couldn't wail, nor could I've been torn
Fetid thought, spawning curse I shouldn't invoke thee anymore Only pain and suffering you brought The worst disappointment you are
I'd want to live without knowing In this world or in it's following Since then, misanthropy My alibi you should be
And when the grand dark hour falls I'd be far from mankind's calls Into the great wide I would dive Unaware if I am dead or alive!
Once I sat down and pondered About a sense I have wondered I have searched my deep, inner core And I said... to think I shall not anymore...
Fetid thought, spawning curse I shouldn't invoke thee anymore Only pain and suffering you brought The worst disappointment you are
